November 27, 2006

Making myself crazy over you! One thing I can do!

Hey guys, Yeah today was pretty good, The day i've been waiting for! To see... everyone ;) or just one extra special person. I missed him i mean them so much! yeah. it was a fun day we played math kickball and i got picked to be on his team by him and we were talking about that making fiends site. lol. its so cute the way he sings the song all wrong. lol. i didnt even correct him. lol. yeah. I really really like him but can't show him i'm interested. It's so hard. I'm scared i think. And im crazy and it makes me crazy and i can't stand that i can't call on him to read some dumb Applewhites book in my 8th grade classroom or cheer for him like i did for everyone else but when it comes to him i just cant yell it. And i don't know why. Maybe its a good thing though i dont want to smother him with my love of him. Then he would hate me for sure! Mrs. B is finally back. Yay! I'm sooooo happy to have our old teacher back she rox. She's my favorite teacher this year. Yeah. Even though she teaches my least favorite specials Art and Character Values. lol. We had music today. Fun fun fun. lol. we had to sing some country song i hate it. But actually i used to hate that teacher but hes actually a pretty nice teacher. Maybe its becuz i see him after school becuz i take piano through his wife. Or maybe its just becuz he was nice all along i just didnt like him? I don't know. But it was pretty fun today. Yupp. Yeah. Lol. Yeah K was all scared not to ride the same bus as me and C and then she ended up riding it anywayz so that was pretty cool well i better go see you soon Love yah lots + Laterz, Desaray <--- now right there that is a name that is pure beauty ;)

2 comments:

~Courtney Jo~ said...

LOL. YOU SO LOVE HIM AND THERE IS NO WAY GETTING OUT OF THAT ONE! LOL. :) WELL THATS GREAT UR "RELATIONSHIP STUFF" IS GOING GOOD ON THE OTHER HAND MINE SUCKS. UGHHH. WELL GOTS TO GO
COURTNEY

Dezzy said...

lol thanx for all that support you sound kinda overwhelmed are you?