Sad without you, Sad with you. I never win!

Hey guys, sorry but i need to catch you up with evything because i didnt get to write Friday night bt i will tell you all about Friday. Well in the morning i was at achool and i was early and when i opened my locker out fell the note i gave to J. I just sat (stood) there and stared at it and became sad dissappointed and then mad. I opened it to read what i wrote and then i seen his scribbly pencil writing at the bottom. My heart raced for a moment he had wrote to me. There was hope. I read it. It said: What the duck? No we don't! Who told you that? My heart sank and i became angry and mad and i ripped it into tiny bite size peices and watched it fall into the garbage can in the hallway on top of a banana peel. It felt good but i was still mad at him. Loser, i love you!Anyways the day went on and when he came to school I didnt even say hi like i usually did. Oh well. We were going to meet authors and it was going to be a fun day to get my mind off him. We met a guy and he talked about some guy that made buildings in my town. Yeah. It was pretty cool he took pictures of alot of stuff.They were good pictures. Then we got split in groups and we walked from station to station and had a theme day and learned about books. It was better than homework though so whatever. K and i were in a group. At recess there was some 6th grade drama and i found the cutest little short 6th grader in the world! His name is N. K. yeah. He had a sad puppy dog look on his face and he was such a cutie and i call him my cuppycake. lol. what a cutie he is. I played chess. Well i played with the pieces that J and K were done using and it was fun. I named them all and K worte on my hand I love K. It was crazy. Then i went over to my 2nd grandma's house (not really but practically is) and i slept over there. It was fun and i couldnt sleep. I couldnt take my mind off J and how he doesnt want to be with me. The only thing i could do was make poetry. Ill post one of my poems later. Well i better get going I have a lot of stuff to do on my other websites and stuff. Mch Lve, Sad without you Sad with you DesiRay