June 1, 2008
>BAD DAY<
Hey.
Today is a sucky day. not like really really.
but yeah it is who am i tryin to kid. i even
cryed twice in church today. the first time
was when sue sang this song it said
something about....you can't do
this on your own and i just broke down.
like i think the reason i did though is
because i have so much like i hate the
word burdens its ugly but like stuff
that bugs me. like its so hard. like i know
there are people that have it wayy
harder than me but i have had a hard
life so far. and i kinda keep it buried
and stuff but it came out and i can't
really deal with it on my own anymore.
like sometimes when i just see some
kid hug there dad i almost cry. i soo
want that. i want a dad. well wait no
i want MY dad. and thats one thing i
can never have. and it sux to realize that.
DE$
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I know I could never be, and never would claim to be a dad, but if you need someone to talk to, you can always talk to Sue or me. Remember, we are never about spreading gossip or sharing ANYTHING anyone tells us. Everyone needs people around them they can trust. I hope you feel you can trust us. We will do whatever we can to help you through this. I will never claim to fully understand all you are going through. I can pray for you, share God's word with you, and yes, even be silent if you just want to talk. In the book of Job, after Job lost everything, his 3 friends came to him. They sat on the ground not saying anything for 7 days. I would do that for you if that is what was needed. My heart breaks when I think of all you guys have to deal with. You are right to say some have it tougher than you, but there are those that have it way easier too. Cliche- God loves you. As Christians one of the things we are commanded to do is encourage one another. You know me well enough to know I will not jam my beliefs down your throat or beat you up with Scriptures, I will just show you compassion and the love of Christ that I was given by the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ.
Keep smilin, and never be ashamed to cry!
i created my own boring blog youthguy63.blogspot.com. Not nearly as much fun as yours, but maybe some day.
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