=] Breakfast Time For Desiree =]

omg. just got back from mcdonalds breakfast with my grandpa. it was fun tell the deets in a sec. BUT i think i am gonna go crazy!! dude like we have a wireless mouse and it is almost out of battery juice. I've done every thing i pop them in and out every 2 minutes just so they will keep working and i already had my grandma switch the batteries in the TV remote for the ones that are almost dead. lol =] and now those are almost dead too. Im goin NUTS! im like taking anything and everything apart that mite have a battery! SOMEONE BUY SOME STUPID DOUBLE A'S IN THIS HOUSE! lol i even checked if the MICROWAVE had a battery lol=] ha no joke though for real. so before i go on rambling about how no one in my family knows how to put some double A's in the cart at the grocery store lemme tell u about breakfast. Its not like its anything new or special I mean we go out 4 it at least 2 times a week. And we always go to McDonalds (the one by my house). Theres always little things that are very uniform and consistent about eating with my grandpa. I'll make a list of them=]

1. He always enters the house @ 9 am mumbling breakfast
2. I always get up and try to look semi decent
3. I always get to change the radio stations in the car
4. I can eat whatever i want
5. We always sit in the same booth seat
6. If someone sits in that booth seat we give them dirty looks
7. LOL sorry this is not one of the things i just had to laugh
8. Its always my job to get the napkins and a straw while my grandpa carries the tray back to our sacred booth
9. We don't talk alot.
10. At all
11. All the conversations include my grandma, his work, or whatever is on that big flat screen tv in the corner

and thats it. its like.. i dunno how is it that he doesnt

wanna know what goes on in my life. i mean i know that

im really not even his and im not that interesting and my

life doesnt amount to much but a couple of tears and some

really great times. But i dont know. does any one wanna know?!

sorry. =] i gotta grinn and bear it. The other day on Bob's blog

he said i keep it positive. which is true. But more times than not

i hide behind being positive. sometimes its just easier to keep it

in. Like i could have the biggest smile on my face but deep down

i mite be feeling like crap and ill never let u know that. Like that

one day i broke down in tears at church. Thats how i feel all the

time but im smiling on the outside just makin it by. I just dont

wanna let it out sometimes. And if i did would anyone care. People

say dont keep stuff bottled up but so what if i do. If i let it out of

the bottle what are u gonna do with it? okay well today seems like

abig day that i have a craving to post ALOT. lol =] lets just hope

enough happens. I need to call my friend Katie to make sure where

we are meeting up. Katie Noelle and I a chilling somewhere in Kenosha

I'll tell you how it gos=]

I'm gonna go surf the net for awhile might be back soon

De$