Missing My Mr. Michigan

Hey GUYS!! well its the dreaded Friday of my bf's departure to Michigan=[lol i miss himmm so much! And it hasnt even been a full day yet. lol. I can live without him [this is for all you people out there rolling your eyes and making fun of me lol] but i'd just rather not. lol. I mean he can do stuff without me, his life doesn't have to revolve around me. LOL. okay anyway... LAST NIGHT was really stormy and God really laid something on my heart that i would like to share with you peepz well as we were driving me home and the storm was done it was soo beautiful. And i felt God speak to me. I seen these beautiful dark clouds that look so ominous and deathly and then i seen this one bright ray of sunshine breaking across the sky and I felt him tell me that through all the bad stuff that happens in life, good will come out of it. And if you are sitting around with a life full of ominous and deathly clouds he wants to come in and be your ray of shining hope=] lol I've been working hard on listening to God because i feel like sometimes i just go through my life talking and talking lol. okay.. well thats all i felt compelled to tell todaylol HA! =] well tomorrow seems like its gonna be a pit of despair. LOL. jk jk. I mean my grandma is talkin about workin me to the bone and visiting m great grandpa and a "fun family time". Yeah i know it's to good to be true right? lol =] ha It's not like family stuff isn't fun its just that... well idk. WELL today was pretty normal well normal for lately in life. Called Justin at 8 talked to 12. uhmmm. Grandma yelled at me. Jaymie OMGGG! JAYMIEE! grr. okay lol. so i was in my house dancing [my workout for today] and i seen this creepy guy in a red shirt watching me and i was talking to Justin cause i got scared lol. and i was like i dont know where he went because he was over in the parking lot just staring at my house and he like disappeared but i forgot about him and all of a sudden i heard this loud bang on my big window out front and dont see anyone when i look out. I was so scared I swore 3 times. lmbo. Then i look out the window and someone pops up and i screamm like OMG LOUD lol. Justin had a heart attack. lol. But it was just Jaymie. lmbo. Justin was like yeah im fine im just recovering from a heart attack loll he said he thought someone was like murdering me. IT was so scary. Just because of that i broke 4... ugh. (im trying this thing where i dont swear and if i do i owe a quarter) I didnt swear at all on THursday i was so proud Justin said he was too lol. But now i owe 4.50...=[ stupid jaymie lol jk ilh. SORRY. lol. i was looking for every notebook icon i could. JAYMIE- you sooooo need to see that movie i promise you will cry. i know you are heartless but believe me you will be bawling. I mean i was=] lol that was just a shout out! well im gonna go write Jaymie in the notebook=] love you all Dezzy