OCD leads to Depression

kay guys, your probably reading the title and your like what the frick is wrong? Why does this girl have so many diseases? Well i'm just gonna say i don't have ocd i just obsess over stuff sometimes. Let me back up and tell you my day: *rewinds to Tuesday* Okay well I wake up early and call Justin. We talk for an hour or two and then I told him i had to go on the computer. Jaymie finally persuades me to come over to her house and pick out her date outfit. [she had pizza rolls] i went home and went back on the computer and put in the towels. well when my grandma came home she had alot of people coming to look at our random furniture to buy it. So i took a shower an obsessive shower. Everything i did was kinda weirdd. lol. Then i was shaving my legs like there is no tomorrow. I put on 2 lotions. I wanted my legs to be soft. I put on Bee and Baby lotion. And I put the Baby on first because i thought Baby-Bee sounded better than Bee-Baby...I was letting my hair air dry and my grandma wouldn't stop talking to cindy. I didn't wanna be rude because then she wouldnt pick Justin up so i patiently waited. When she was off she went in the computer room. I walked in and was like Grandma let's go pick up Justin now *in nice tone*. She says *in firm tone* no i'm not picking him up. My heart sunk to like negative numbers but I tryed harder I was like *in a still nice and calm not demanding tone* grandma it's been awhile since you have picked him up i miss him and really wanna see him. She sat there. Me:Pleaseee. Her: NO what do I get when I say please?? I just stand there. In this moment I am purely 100% hating her. I just stand there. I can't move. I'm like frozen. I'm pissed. I'm apalled that she would really wanna make me that mad at her. I tryed to talk rationally with her but it doesn't work. It's always about her. And even if she says it's not IT IS. Do not be fooled. She tells everyone in the world that she works with that her granddaughter is horrible. She always has to tell people about HER. I went in my room and got all balled up. It didn't matter that it was only like 5. Why stay awake? My grandma is gay. I got a call from Justin. And my grandma grounded me for a week. And i think she meant it... I kept crying on the phone. I couldn't help it. I miss him sooo bad already. Not talking to him for a week? I feel like i'm going to go crazy....I miss him so bad. But it's only 6:30 AM I have a whole day... all i can do is listen to the song "when i'm with you" on his playlist... and cry.