Hey Guys,

As many of you know it's 9/11. The 7 year anniversary of the whole twin tower thing. And even though I don't personally know one person involved in it I'm still really sad. It just breaks my heart that there are people that fricken crazy and heartless that they would do something like that to people. I hear all the stories about how if it weren't for such and such a reason I might have been on that plane. Those people could have died. Think of how different I lives could have been without them. Or how different they are...

Well anyways its been a long time my life is chaotic so im sorry if i dont read or comment or any of the following I love your guys' blogs ALOT. And i miss reading them. But we are getting are house remodeled and on top of homework, piano lessons, worship team rehearsal, church, friends, and having the best boyfriend ever I haven't found alot of time to post.

school is hectic and my fridge is in my living room. when we eat breakfast we have to take turns and wash the one spoon. We don't have a microwave, stove, or counters.

And i regret having to say this but... our TVs our no longer with us.. =[ there in a bigger and better place now. LOL so yeah... not that i even have time for boredom lately...

Because homework like dominates :O.
LOL yeah well.
I like am majorly in love with Justin.

And i wanna marry him. No one can deny that we are the cutest couple:
here is last nights convo:
justin says:
baby i tried calling you
justin says:
G never answered
De$! says:
really?
De$! says:
when?
justin says:
yeah
justin says:
like...........almost 9
De$! says:
oh
justin says:
im sowwy
justin says:
want me to call again?
De$! says:
no babe i dont want her to get mad at you
justin says:
mmk
justin says:
i wuv you
De$! says:
i love you
De$! says:
i wuv you too
justin says:
i hope you can call me tomarrow
justin says:
cause ima miss you terribly
De$! says:
i know
justin says:
MMmmmmm
justin says:
justin winks:
Play "Dear Dezzy i miss you like crazy i mean that" Get this wink
De$! says:
tell your mom that im sorry i didnt mean to seem like i was kicking her off
justin says:
my mom says she wouldnt get off just becuase your on
De$! says:
oh okay
De$! says:
De$! says:
good
justin says:
lol
De$! says:
i think?
De$! says:
lol
De$! says:
ha
De$! says:
justin says:
lol
justin says:
De$! says:
i love you
justin says:
i love you soo much!!! errmm ima miss you
De$! says:
i already do soooo bad and i have since the second we pulled away from ur house
justin says:
Mmmmmm bnaby!!!!!!!!!!
justin says:
i
justin says:
misssss
justin says:
you
justin says:
soo
justin says:
much
justin says:
and
justin says:
i love you
justin says:
soo much
De$! says:
i know baby
De$! says:
i wanna marry you
justin winks:
Play "will you marry me dezzy?" Get this wink
justin says:
"D
justin says:
justin says:
i wanna marry you too
De$! says:
are you sure?
justin says:
..........?
justin says:
of course
justin says:
why baby?
De$! says:
i dont know i mean marriage is forever and i dont want you to do anything you dont wanna [maybe u were jk idk]
justin says:
...baby
De$! says:
baby whats wrong?
justin says:
do you really not know that i always wanna be with you til the day i die?
justin says:
because i really do
De$! says:
i guess not but its crazy [in a really good way] actually thinking about marrying you
De$! says:
like it leaves me like speechless
De$! says:
like we are for real
justin says:
babe
justin says:
theres nothing i want more then to be with you for the rest of my life forever me and you growing old together......
justin says:
nothing could be more perfect then being married to you
De$! says:
im like shaking
justin says:
is it what you wanna do?
De$! says:
marrying you?
justin says:
yes
De$! says:
yes deffinately theres nothing i want more baby thats why im shaking its so cool that im getting what i want
justin says:
i dont want you to ever doubt for second that i wanna
justin says:
because baby
justin says:
i really do
justin says:
i really REALLY do
justin says:
i mean that with everything i have in me
De$! says:
me too babe i really really REALLY want to
justin says:
and we're going to
De$! says:
mmm
De$! says:
this is unreal
justin says:
i just cant wait ot like........lay on the couch with you all snuggly
justin says:
cook supper with you
justin says:
sleep together
De$! says:
mmmmmm
justin says:
clean together.........shop together...........
De$! says:
GROCERY SHOPP!
De$! says:
lol
De$! says:
justin says:
you are my bestfriend in the whole world
De$! says:
awww ur my other half
justin says:
you are my everything
De$! says:
i love you baby
justin says:
i love you too my finace
justin says:
fiance
justin says:
""
De$! says:
De$! says:
mmmm
De$! says:
i love that
De$! says:
no one will take us seriously
De$! says:
though
De$! says:
my grandma wont
De$! says:
my aunt wont
De$! says:
my uncle wont
De$! says:
hmm idk about my mom?
justin says:
babe.......
De$! says:
yeah?
justin says:
i dont really care who beleives me........
justin says:
i just care
justin says:
that you believe in us
De$! says:
awwwwwwwwwwwww
De$! says:
baby i believe in us with all my heart baby
De$! says:
we are gonna last forever
justin says:
we are
De$! says:
why do i keep crying?
De$! says:
are u crying
De$! says:
?
De$! says:
lol
justin says:
no but im extremely happy
De$! says:
me too
De$! says:
i still cant believe this thoo
De$! says:
are we awake
De$! says:
?
justin says:
let me slap my self
justin says:
OW
justin says:
yep
justin says:
we are
De$! says:
De$! says:
lol
De$! says:
nooo
De$! says:
there is noway
justin says:
well im awake
De$! says:
lolll ur cute
justin says:
i love you!!
De$! says:
De$! says:
lol jk
De$! says:
justin says:
and btw
justin says:
ive always been serious about marryying you..........always!! there hasnt been a day when i wasnt sure
justin says:
ive always been sure
justin says:
always will
De$! says:
wait what about when we were "tricking jaymie"
De$! says:
?
justin says:
justin says:
well would it creep you out terribly if i said yes?
De$! says:
NO
De$! says:
because i wanted to too
justin says:
good
De$! says:
but i was like man hes only in pretend over here
justin says:
nope
justin says:
not for a second
De$! says:
me either
De$! says:
like everything i said
De$! says:
while "tricking jaymie" i meant
justin says:
me too
De$! says:
babyyyy...
justin says:
yeah beautiful?
De$! says:
i love youu
justin says:
i love you too soo much
De$! says:
soooooo much
De$! says:
i love you soo much
De$! says:
its crazy
justin says:
i love you soo much
justin says:
with everything in me
SOO we are obviously crazy for eachother. like for serious. He's the best thing EVER! to happen to me. I love him with all my heart. [i hope he was okay with me posting our whole convo on here lol he doesnt even know that i copyed it i couldnt help myself though you would've too]
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WOW!
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