September 11, 2008

911

Hey Guys, As many of you know it's 9/11. The 7 year anniversary of the whole twin tower thing. And even though I don't personally know one person involved in it I'm still really sad. It just breaks my heart that there are people that fricken crazy and heartless that they would do something like that to people. I hear all the stories about how if it weren't for such and such a reason I might have been on that plane. Those people could have died. Think of how different I lives could have been without them. Or how different they are... Well anyways its been a long time my life is chaotic so im sorry if i dont read or comment or any of the following I love your guys' blogs ALOT. And i miss reading them. But we are getting are house remodeled and on top of homework, piano lessons, worship team rehearsal, church, friends, and having the best boyfriend ever I haven't found alot of time to post. school is hectic and my fridge is in my living room. when we eat breakfast we have to take turns and wash the one spoon. We don't have a microwave, stove, or counters. And i regret having to say this but... our TVs our no longer with us.. =[ there in a bigger and better place now. LOL so yeah... not that i even have time for boredom lately... Because homework like dominates :O. LOL yeah well. I like am majorly in love with Justin. And i wanna marry him. No one can deny that we are the cutest couple: here is last nights convo: justin says: baby i tried calling you justin says: G never answered De$! says: really? De$! says: when? justin says: yeah justin says: like...........almost 9 De$! says: oh justin says: im sowwy justin says: want me to call again? De$! says: no babe i dont want her to get mad at you justin says: mmk justin says: i wuv you De$! says: i love you De$! says: i wuv you too justin says: i hope you can call me tomarrow justin says: cause ima miss you terribly De$! says: i know justin says: MMmmmmm justin says: justin winks: Play "Dear Dezzy i miss you like crazy i mean that" Get this wink De$! says: tell your mom that im sorry i didnt mean to seem like i was kicking her off justin says: my mom says she wouldnt get off just becuase your on De$! says: oh okay De$! says: De$! says: good justin says: lol De$! says: i think? De$! says: lol De$! says: ha De$! says: justin says: lol justin says: De$! says: i love you justin says: i love you soo much!!! errmm ima miss you De$! says: i already do soooo bad and i have since the second we pulled away from ur house justin says: Mmmmmm bnaby!!!!!!!!!! justin says: i justin says: misssss justin says: you justin says: soo justin says: much justin says: and justin says: i love you justin says: soo much De$! says: i know baby De$! says: i wanna marry you justin winks: Play "will you marry me dezzy?" Get this wink justin says: "D justin says: justin says: i wanna marry you too De$! says: are you sure? justin says: ..........? justin says: of course justin says: why baby? De$! says: i dont know i mean marriage is forever and i dont want you to do anything you dont wanna [maybe u were jk idk] justin says: ...baby De$! says: baby whats wrong? justin says: do you really not know that i always wanna be with you til the day i die? justin says: because i really do De$! says: i guess not but its crazy [in a really good way] actually thinking about marrying you De$! says: like it leaves me like speechless De$! says: like we are for real justin says: babe justin says: theres nothing i want more then to be with you for the rest of my life forever me and you growing old together...... justin says: nothing could be more perfect then being married to you De$! says: im like shaking justin says: is it what you wanna do? De$! says: marrying you? justin says: yes De$! says: yes deffinately theres nothing i want more baby thats why im shaking its so cool that im getting what i want justin says: i dont want you to ever doubt for second that i wanna justin says: because baby justin says: i really do justin says: i really REALLY do justin says: i mean that with everything i have in me De$! says: me too babe i really really REALLY want to justin says: and we're going to De$! says: mmm De$! says: this is unreal justin says: i just cant wait ot like........lay on the couch with you all snuggly justin says: cook supper with you justin says: sleep together De$! says: mmmmmm justin says: clean together.........shop together........... De$! says: GROCERY SHOPP! De$! says: lol De$! says: justin says: you are my bestfriend in the whole world De$! says: awww ur my other half justin says: you are my everything De$! says: i love you baby justin says: i love you too my finace justin says: fiance justin says: "" De$! says: De$! says: mmmm De$! says: i love that De$! says: no one will take us seriously De$! says: though De$! says: my grandma wont De$! says: my aunt wont De$! says: my uncle wont De$! says: hmm idk about my mom? justin says: babe....... De$! says: yeah? justin says: i dont really care who beleives me........ justin says: i just care justin says: that you believe in us De$! says: awwwwwwwwwwwww De$! says: baby i believe in us with all my heart baby De$! says: we are gonna last forever justin says: we are De$! says: why do i keep crying? De$! says: are u crying De$! says: ? De$! says: lol justin says: no but im extremely happy De$! says: me too De$! says: i still cant believe this thoo De$! says: are we awake De$! says: ? justin says: let me slap my self justin says: OW justin says: yep justin says: we are De$! says: De$! says: lol De$! says: nooo De$! says: there is noway justin says: well im awake De$! says: lolll ur cute justin says: i love you!! De$! says: De$! says: lol jk De$! says: justin says: and btw justin says: ive always been serious about marryying you..........always!! there hasnt been a day when i wasnt sure justin says: ive always been sure justin says: always will De$! says: wait what about when we were "tricking jaymie" De$! says: ? justin says: justin says: well would it creep you out terribly if i said yes? De$! says: NO De$! says: because i wanted to too justin says: good De$! says: but i was like man hes only in pretend over here justin says: nope justin says: not for a second De$! says: me either De$! says: like everything i said De$! says: while "tricking jaymie" i meant justin says: me too De$! says: babyyyy... justin says: yeah beautiful? De$! says: i love youu justin says: i love you too soo much De$! says: soooooo much De$! says: i love you soo much De$! says: its crazy justin says: i love you soo much justin says: with everything in me SOO we are obviously crazy for eachother. like for serious. He's the best thing EVER! to happen to me. I love him with all my heart. [i hope he was okay with me posting our whole convo on here lol he doesnt even know that i copyed it i couldnt help myself though you would've too]

1 comment:

Bob said...

WOW!