one of the best things anyone has ever written me

"Dear DesireeThe thing i want the most in my life is to grow old with you and 50 years from now to be able to tell you that ive fallen more and more in love with you every second of everday for the past 50 years or how ever many years.........and to just let you know even after all this time i still remember every thing and that i still love you with every bit of my soul heart mind and body and that you are still the most important thing i know i dont care how much money i have how great of a house i have how many cool things i have i just want you. the only thing ill ever need to have a perfect life. like seriously to just wake up every morning and see you lien next to me....what could be better and every time i listen to this song(dear bobbie : yellowcard) it just reminds me more and more of how bad i just want to have you in my life........and how bad i want you to be in my arms and to be cuddled up with you every night where i belong. i know ive probably told you a million times how much i love you but i want you to know i've meant it more then you could ever possibly imagine. i want to one day look in your beautiful eyes see you in that white dress and tell you that i do and no matter what i always will....for better or worse through everything. everyday of my life you will be my one and only, my true love, my soul mate, my wife and my bestfriend.always remember i love you -Justin" hmmm well today was pajama day. and thats a great way to start the week all comfy in jammies and no one can tell me they arent excited to wear slippers in the middle of your high schools hallway. cuz i am. i also brought my piggy who me and Jade named Mr. Piggles and my blankie. even though half the day Jasmine/Lauren were feuding over my pig/blanket. lol oh well. But yeah... nothing else new to report....

except i borrowed this youth devotions book by Josh McDowell

OCTOBER 6th More Love Than You Can Handle Bible Reading Jeremiah 31:1-6 Within the first week at his new school David realized his wardrobe was all wrong. "When we moved here, my parents said, 'Only girls have to worry about what to wear,' " he said in frustration. "But it's like theres a school uniform, even for the guys-clothes bought at one stupidly expensive store. If you aren't dressed from head to toe in those clothes, you don't exist." Jesus is a unique friend. There's not one thing you have to do to gain his acceptance and friendship. That's sometimes hard to believe, because in every other human relationship, people expect you to measure up to their expectations. You have to earn, beg, or buy their respect. Different people have different kinds of expectations, but everyone has some expectations. Jesus is a purely loving person. Love is a part of his very beng, so it doesn't waver depending on what you do. He goes on being a friend in spite of your failures, sins, or setbacks. Love can't be seperated from Jesus. He can't stop loving you, because love is part of who he is. He doesn't love you because you behave or look good o wear the right brands-he loves you because he is love to the very core of his being. that was only half of it but i really like this book ;] im gonna keep reading everyday