*SCREAMS!* stress

Hello There. Current Moods= blah/stressed/tired/discouraged Thoughts= "School sux" "GOOOO MCCAIN! [even though I like Obama better i just don't like abortion]" "I miss Jusin" Soundtrack of this Post= Scream by Tokio Hotel [its a must listen while reading this] Monsoon by Tokio Hotel Rescue Me by Tokio Hotel Wants= Ice Cream Good Grades Back Massage Stress Reliever?[any ideas] To Play my Piano My eye to top twitching Taylor Swift - Fearless CD Some chips A day to just sleep away Worries= Failing the 10th grade India project SO enough of the worries. You can obviously tell I'm like super uptight. Like as we speak.. or you read and i type my eye is like twitching I'm so uptight. And It's because of school. I feel so much pressure I just want to scream. OKAY here's the thing: I'm getting a 59% in history because I just don't care. But I do care. Like It doesn't make sense Like I don't care But I care enough to not fail And now I think It's a little to late. I failed the first quarter. *sighs* So now I have to work my a$$ off just to fricken pass. And i sux I don't wanna fail the 10th grade I wanna get out as fast as possible [just think I wanted to grad. early and take AP courses HA!] I feel like a failure right now. Because I AM! ugh NEW SONG TO LISTEN TO= Lonely Day by System of a Down OKAY well I gotta go.. I need to work on my project more