Happy New Year [Lol kinda late but hey better late than never!]

Hey Guys! Well it's been pretty hectic and crazy and well I don't even have to say posting has been on the bottom of my to-do list but don't worry when things slow down [which may just be summer lol] I'll be back again. Since I've Been Gone I read THEE BEST BOOK EVER! a.k.a. Twilight [I cannot wait for tomorrow to get New Moon] Now I see why the world has been going nuts over it! I love everything about the book. The characters, the story, the stuff they say everything. And Edward just reminds me of my boyfriend and the way Bella is just crazy for him. It reminds me of how crazy I am for Justin. [yes i am still with Justin and I couldn't be more happy] I don't know what it is about the character of Edward that like draws me in towards him. Like now when i see the posters I can't help but stare. I also had one of the best dates of my life with Justin Kyle Miilu. That boy means the world to me. Everytime he looks at me or kisses me or tells me he loves me I just melt into a puddle. Let's just say I Justin. =] We had the best time at the mall. It was soo much fun we met up outside of the new book store that was the old Linens and Things. We pulled up and I was like "Where is he?" And my grandma was all "Right there wating for you in the cold he could of at least went inside" ME:"awwwww" and when I seen him standing there in his dark blue Old Navy zip up I almost died he looked so adorable! He grabbed my hand and we looked at books in the store in the kids section of course and then went out. We were right by Claires and I had a gift card for there but i dont know why i can never bring myself to spend it. He tried to drag me there but I was like noooo lol. [spending anxiety] so we ended up walking through the mall we vowed to walk in every store again. And we went everywhere on one side Buckle, Radio Shack, and even that baby store Gymboree that I love! Me and Justin were holding hands and looking at all the cute little toddler outfits with cute sayings on them and being all in love while getting dirty looks. I know the whole store thought I was pregnant and Justin was the daddy lol. aha. I'm like geez folks. It was soo funny when we were outside of Aeropostale the alarms went off and everyone in the store stared at us. =D aha. Justin always insisted on buying me everything I wanted but theres nothing I really want but him. I mean he doesn't have to buy me anything to show me he loves me all I need is him. I don't want him to think I need anything but his gorgeous smiling face. Later after the mall his mom picked us up and the three of us went out to IHOP on Justin well except 6.75 ;] It was one of the most fun and amazing days of my LIFE! And I cannot believe it has been 6 months 10 days 18 hours and 20 minutes and we are still head over heels crazy I cannot breathe when he holds my hand love. We are getting married. No doubt in the world. And there is something about marriage that is just so beautiful to me. One man, one woman forever. It's a promise of love. And a deep level of trust. To me it's the most amazing thing in the world. All I want is to be married. Well I guess that's not exactly stating it right. Correction: All I want is to be married to Justin Kyle Miilu. And sometimes people make jokes about being married about how husbands think there wives are crazy or controlling or vice versa. And I don't know it kinda bugs me. Don't get married if you have something to say about your wife. I mean you know your gonna be with her forever right? Whatever... OH! MY SHOW IS ON TOMORROW! [score!] BEST show ever! =] love it well im bored so... LOL! I thought that pic was hilarious! =] aha well ttyl MUAH [to Justin only] and later peepz LOVE DEZ