That just happens to be my myspace link. If you would like to further stalk me hit me up there. I love friends:) Even though I'm lacking them. ahahaha. Also one of my favorite bands HN (Hawk Nelson) has come out with a song and it's the first one on my playlist on there. So give it a listen. It's called Live Life Loud:) I also have some All Time Low and Soulja Boy on there. Just fyi.
Okay now let's officially start this weekend:) TGIF!
First though let me tell you about my early morning discovery... okay well I woke up early and I was looking for the cordless phone. But it wasn't on it's charger thing so I searched in her room on top of her dresser. I was ruffling through her things and I turned over these 2 pictures. I had been looking for these pictures for a long time. One was of my dad and me. In front of his silver Jeep license plate CEK-481, yes I have that memorized. I'm about Holly's age or younger. I'm wearing that purple sweater that my mom had another picture of me being pushed in a swing. In this picture he's holding me...and I have my arms around my neck and I'm hugging him and looking at the camera. And I look like him. I belong to him. And it momentarily broke my heart. The other picture. Is of his house. I look at how big it is. He designed it. Picked the pretty wood that had to be imported for that staircase that I sometimes visit in dreams. I still see everything about that house. It went on the market after I visited it. For around half a mill. He never lived in it. Ever. I started to bawl my eyes out and I took the pictures with me. I called Justin on the cord phone. And cryed to him.
I wish I could hug you -Justin
I want you to hold me! -Desiree
I feel better now though. It just kind of made me sad. Looking at that picture. My mom said she loved that Jeep. It had seat warmers she tells me. He loved me she says. I always wanted to see him she says. My grandma wouldn't let me she said. This is my moment where I wish I could go into the past. Be that girl in the picture. The girl who has a daddy who's holding her. And hugging her. Who takes her for rides in his Jeep with the seat warmers and license plate CEK-481...
Playlist of the Day:
- We Are Broken- Paramore
- My Hero- Paramore
- Emergency- Paramore
- My Heart- Paramore
- Diary of Jane- Breaking Benjamin
- Adore- Paramore
- Stuck On You- Paramore
- Let The Flames Begin- Paramore
Okay I need to lighten up this mood a bit listen to this funny quote:
whats that thing you put clothes in
it has drawers
and
you put clothes in it?
Desiree Miilu = The best thing to ever happen to me says:
a dresser?
Dezzy Miilu says:
A DRESSER!!!!!!
thanks you rock
love yah
Can you say blonde moment? ahahaha. Like I said yesterday Justin comes over today! :D And I didn't even finish one full lesson. All I did yesterday was play Neopets because I'm like super competitive with Justin about who has more money in the bank :P I currently have: 130,000. He has: 133,510. UGH! That's it! Noah can't eat today. lmao.
Quotes Of The Day:
Presence is more than just being there. -Malcolm Forbes
Failure is success if we learn from it. -Malcolm Forbes
The first quote is one of Justin's favorite quotes and I got it from him. SO thank Justin for our quote of the day;)
Okay my grandma brought something up the other day that I would like to discuss. It is the topic of Groups vs. One on One. She was complaining because all I ever wanna do is hang out with people one on one as apposed to a huge abs group. But here's the thing I like hanging out one on one ALOT better. Here's my reasons why.
Reasons Why Hanging w/Only One Person At A Time Is Better Than Hanging In Groups:
- People act different in front of more people and they are more likely to be real with you one on one.
- I like to actually get to know people and build our relationship rather than just mingling kind of shallowly.
- People piss me off sometimes.
So there you have it. That's why I like One on One better. :)
Bible Verse:
Philippians 4:13 (New Century Version)
I can do all things through Christ, because he gives me strength.
But I better go now.
Love you all! Peace ;)
Do you think he can see me? -Desiree
Yeah and I think he would be very proud of you -Justin
For crying? -Desiree
No for being an amazing girl. -Justin
But I didn't do anything -Desiree
You don't have to -Justin
3 comments:
first to comment boooyah!!! people pizzle me off too like fo rizzle ...lol ok im done ....i love you wifey!!!! and its ok tHAT YOUR COMPETETIVE..:d
awwwwwww =(
DRESSER! what a krod. haha. ily. you forgot my 2-monthaversary. i'm hurt. =(
Big groups, in my opinion suck. They really turn into a bunch of little clicks. They are great for surface talk, nothing deep. Big groups are great if you want to get lost and not talk to anyone or get serious about anything. They are great for entertainment, since people watching is so much fun. She is trying to push you into a big youth group. She hasn't made a secret of it. I don't do well in large groups either since I am sort of shy. I get lost in them and I despise clicks.
Part of who you are is where you came from. You should keep those pictures so you can remember those times. You can't go back, but a fond memory will last forever.
Have a good weekend. Sorry for the long opinion!
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