I've been looking back at all my old posts from like 2006 & just laughing my ass off. I can't believe I was so obnoxiously annoying. Why didn't you guys say anything to me? Were we all that annoying or was it just me? Either way I can't believe it.
Anyways, I ended up stumbling across an old friend of mine's blog. Her name is Courtney. We were like best friends in middle school. I was reading her newest post from like a day ago & it was so funny to me how much people change, how much we grow up. I used to be the queen of misspelling things & while I still do make spelling errors, I actually really like typing correctly. Her post was actually totally deep & it made me think of how shallow we are as kids. (Even though I still consider myself a kid!) Every post I made was about boys & how hot I thought they were or complete mushyness with my ex boyfriend Justin, that by the way, makes me wanna gag now.
I look back & see how insecure I was, how attention starved, how immature & just laugh. I had so much to learn. & I still do.
After reading all that embarrassment I caused myself I almost thought about deleting & starting completely over. But then I remembered my middle school self thinking about how cool it would be to have the same blog & be in college & be able to look back at all my memories.
Well, I've decided I'm not going to delete that stuff. But not for that reason. I'm not deleting it because even if I do look like a complete idiot in it, it really shows how much a person can change. It shows how over time people can redeem themselves. How people can grow into themselves. Get over insecurity. Grow into a strong person. & I want people to see the transformation I've made.
Okay, I'll stop rambling:)
Desiree
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