What AM I? lol

HEY GUYS!!!! AHHHZZZ! It's been like forever. SO it is like June now. THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOOOLLLLL! Here's the update. Today was field day. I was on the black team and we lost totally. We came in last place. Oh well. yeah. There were like 6 people there in our eighth grade class. Kellen on the red team by himself. Courtney and Dashia (until Dashia hurt her back playin f. ball) on the blue team. Desiree (me) and Josh on the black (stinkin) team and on the white team was Zach, Bridget and Bromley. yeah. *sighs* For graduation (TOMORROW!! AHHHZZ!!!)we ended up somehow singing transforming lives. lol!!! Ha ha haz. i remember writing about how much i hated that song. :P But yeah. I have mixed feelings about GRADUATING (OMG I STILL CANT BELEIVE ITTTTT!!)but yeah...i feel sad and mad and lonely and happy and excited and scared and empty and confused and anxious all at the same stinkin time! It's so weird Floyd was all like "Are You HAppy?" I was like "i dont know" cuz i don't! Am i happy? WHAT ammmm i. idk. but anyways. I'll miss Kellen the most. Cuz i will prob see court at CLS. And bromley too. we laugh sooo hard together! ha haz! yeah i started to like Kellen though i know that he likes Courtney and that it is the end of the year. I will love him forever...sorry kellen. but yeah. it was so cold today. i was happy for the red shirt that saved me for 5 mins. ;) well yeah tomorrow they are going to sing a song with our names in it. i will have to type it up. lol ha ha ha. i guess i will be seeing a lot more of you peoples. lol. Alan taught me how tomake squirrel noises and when i talk to him i said it was just like a peppy advertisement LOL. miss alan too. well love you all ttyl lyl Desiree the 8th grade graduator. :) :( :/ :? lol